The moon

It changes sharply
You rise you head
In the night
And unexpectedly it is full

It is big, it is bright, it is like the sun
But next moment
It is fade, so fast
So permanent

It is same as years ago
When you are naive
When you are pure
When you can dream

The power of the reason
Is to grow but stay
Stay forever beauty
Whatever burden time brings

The joy of nowhere
The joy of new
The joy of unexpected
Forever

15 August 2022

Distance

Distance divides us
Imagination unites us
Individuality lets us exist
Feelings let us enjoy

We perceive static photos
Static means lines
Static lines imprint
Forever in our mind

When we cannot touch
Only thing remains
Is to create image
And think it

This way we can
Leave only what we want
We can create ideal
We can enjoy perfection

7 May 2021 Morning

Soft smile he gives
Blond hair falls back
Agile body moves fast
Strong stem inside

Flames play
Wind flows
Leaves wave
My love dances

His body is light
Like a ray
His moves are graceful
Like a king

per D.

27 Feb 2021

Lust

Red fire burns my brain
Dark thoughts invade my mind
Sharp lines of the body mirrors
Gentle motions drive me crazy

My eyes perceive not person
My eyes absorb images
My eyes devour muscles
My eyes swallow colors

I want to satisfy my jelous
I want to owe another
I have a hunger and a thirst
I cannot slake myself

From the shadow of the lust
The soft and sparkling light
The rays of love arise
The flash is soothing

True love is reason
The reason guides emotions
Reasonable joy of love is ability
To contemplate the emotions

24 Feb 2021

Existence needs a reason
Life with only reason is boring
Life with only emotions is foolish

The reason is grey
Emotions are colorful
Maybe love is balance

Lust itself is vulgar
Love without lust is senseless

30 Jan 2021

Calmness

Calmness is filling me
Green meadow
White cloud in blue sky
The sun is shining

I feel the rays on my skin
I feel the warm
It fills my mind
I feel it in my body

Soft waves are spreading
You image is melting
I cannot separate
Where you are, where I am

The river is flowing
The water is splattering
Your voice is in my head
Like birds is singing

6 Nov 2020

Cold fire

My heart are beating fast
My mind filled with your features
Your sight, your hand
Your motion, your smile

Sometimes I feel fire
Sometimes I feel cold
If it was only fire
I would be dead

I cannot stop to think
To think of love
My love
I feel like blooming

Your image is in my thoughts
I want it stronger
I want it clear
I want to lost myself

But your cold keep me
Keep me safe of burning out
And give a chance
To feel this fire

11 Oct 2019

I feel your fire

I was cold
I was tapped
I was watching, but
I didn’t feel

I was bored
You was yang
I was serious
You was careless

It was funny
It was good
Sun and sea
A little dog make me joy, but

You kissed me
This moment changed a lot
Like everything before
Was just faded

You put a fire
You got me back
I feel love
I feel alive

You touch me
I feel your wish
You like my thoughts
You like my body

I thought it is normal
To cut what you don’t like
But you showed me different thing
You just accepted me as I was

7 Oct 2019

Spring vibes

Winter goes away
Green wave comes
New colors raise
A variety of smells

Everyday routine
Mostly prevents us
From contemplating
Such beauty

But it is choice to
Mention and contemplate it
It is reason who
Allows us to enjoy

Rare human can share
And keep those vivid vibes
Keeps colors even in desert
Feels music, feels smell

If you meet such human being
Appreciate it,
Enjoy ability to share feeling
Without logical explanation

6 May 2021

Daemon’s breath

Wide open eyes
Looking from the bottom to the top
Eyebrows drawn together
Face expression is scared

Body language
Eye contact
Play the game
The submission

Fire slowly starts
Passion arouses
Blood is flowing
The heat spreads

Sensitivity is sharpening
Look from the top
Steady inhale
Wild exhale

Strong hands
Violent hold
Flesh needs suppression
It needs someone
To limit it

10 May 2021

In the shadow

He was standing
His gaze was down
His pose was shy
His mind was full of fantasies

Images played in his mind
With each other
Getting up from the bottom
Of his unsonscious

All that was hidden from other
But illuminated inside
By grey light so bright
That he felt his brain burned

29 May 2021

Nostalgia

The time drives you
Forward
Even strongest pain
Retreats

And in the rest
Just memory, just wounds
And we decide
When we are free again

No pain anymore
Just memory
Past can bound
But we can use it

We can learn from the past
We can build new
On this base
We can blossom

It is our choice
What to do with memory
Throw it away, keep it
Hold it or enjoy it

The time never goes back
It has only one direction
Go forward, embrace it
Enjoy it

19 Jun 2021

The pain

You never know
In advance
How your action
Affects another

You are just lazy
Don’t want to move
Don’t want to change
Act as you get used

You can’t put yourself
In place of another
It is an easy way
You cause pain

You leave deep
Inside marks
Source of pain
Forever

19 Jun 2021

The track of the time

Your dark eyes
Direct on me
You black hair
Soft smile

You feel adventure
It lives inside the place
You see the joy
It radiates everywhere

You move cautious your hand
You touch my finger
Tender and sweet smile
You show your intention

My palm on yours
I feel your warm
I want more
I touch your body

I kiss you
I taste berries
I feel your passion
I want to slow down

I want to freeze the moment
I feel you bristle
I want to delve into
Flow takes me

Fast forward time
Hours passed
Hours squashed
Into one moment

We are talking again
I see this moment
In your eyes
In your sight

11 Feb 2022

Reason fire

I feel fire in my head
My brain smells it
As drugaddict
Cheesing it, wishing it

It is not just fire
It is not cold fire
It is neutral
Like light from silver moon

Brain produces chems
It is only matter
They turn an instinct into fairy tale
Tale that we can play

I am addicted to the fire
It is rare I found it
It is never last forever
It is never last long

Once I found the fire first time
It burnt me out
But it filled me with pleasure
It hurt me

Second time
It changed my life
Third time
It changed everything again

It is like a bullet
It hits you
And you start to think
With reason

I decided not anymore
But I want to enjoy it
My reason is in control
And brain lets it be

More you think
More you water the fire
It burns with joy
You feel it

10 May 2023
Berlin, J.

The death

Death is rising.
Its beauty,
Its sword of fairness,
Of meaning.

It’s deep as ocean,
Of Infinite memory,
In the shadows,
Of the magic forest.

It shows truth:
What is meaningful,
What is perishable,
What is temporal.

Comprehending eternity
Is possible only
Through finiteness
Of existence.

20 July 2024 Berlin

The Time

The Time is frozen
And no one can talk
And no one can move
Man can stay and feel joy

Free man is born
A child doesn’t count
Forever chained man feel
School teaches to count

We can stop count
Mind only one thing
We can fully control
Only man has power

Society tries to intervene
With colorful pieces of shit
With attractive ideas
But a man needs only one thing

Man needs realize
Only he has power inside
Inside he can do everything
Just freeze time

3 Jan 2019

The play

It is harsh world
We play with each other
We harm each over
Without any reason

One time for fun
Another time for interest
There are no rules
There are no limits

The merciless fight
We think
We can incline
We can change

But nothing comes without
Price is paid
We spend ourselfs
For nothing

To get back feeling
We are alive
We can change
The space around

6 Jun 2021

The war

The smell of the blood
You can feel
I can feel
It is coming

We don’t want to believe
It is true
It is real
We are scared

The ghost of the past
Red and bloody
Violent as hungry tiger
Has come to our present

We feel darkness
In this sunny day
The sun is radiating
With cold heat
24 Feb 2022

The weeping

Today is existing
Tomorrow might be
But no one knows
How many tomorrow will be

I can recall this city
I remember early spring
When snow is on the ground
But sun is melting it

And at same moment
Everything is green
Everything is blossoming
And birds are singing

Live itself walks on streets
Streets of heroic city Kiev
Empty now and dark
Shined with fire and explosions

Humans lives end
Suffering spreads
Nothing can stop
This senseless violence

People I know there
Brothers and sisters
Are everywhere

1 Mar 2022